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Hello, I'm
Jennifer.Â
Highly sensitive and deep feeling, I am passionate about honoring what our bodies have been through and the stories and emotions they hold.Â
I'm passionate about that because I've lived nearly my entire life with my body being a source of and container of trauma.
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I was born with a highly sensitized nervous system and a predisposition to chronic conditions made worse by stress. I have struggled with anxiety, mystery conditions, feeling too deep and too sensitive, a highly reactive nervous system and a sense of instability in my body since day one. And I carry a story of complex trauma.
I'm also a writer at heart. I have always felt more comfortable on the page than I do talking. I have always liked and needed the experience of taking off my smiley, people-pleasing mask to write things out of my body the way I truly feel them.
In the wake of a massive trauma in 2015, feeling so dysregulated and full of pain I could barely stand to be in my own skin, I turned to writing. And that was the choice that changed everything.
Gabor Maté says the essence of trauma is a disconnect from the self. Writing is how I have brought myself back, and how I maintain loving connection with myself.
Dissociated and hating my body
Because it felt like a crime scene
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From this place, at a loss for what else to try, I wrote about that trauma – but I didn't just write. I gave my body a voice on my page. I didn't filter what it wanted to say and I didn't censor my truth. Which healed me so profoundly, it became the foundation for the work I offer now.
In the years since, I've come to realize just how layered true story healing is. Somatic trauma – that is, the unresolved charge of memories trapped in our viscera and nervous system, does need release. But it breeds narratives about how safe we are in our bodies that also need unravel and release. True story healing requires that we address both.
My Body Writing™ process allows us to do both these things: release charge and our held narratives through a nourishing creative practice. Inspired by the way my own practice has helped me heal a spectacularly broken relationship with my body, I created the Body Writers Studio.
From body onto the page
The science and nourishing magic of Body Writing™
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What is true for me, and for the deeply sensitive women I've written with in circle over the last four years, is we don't want our bodies to feel so full of trauma - but we recognize that they do.
Body Writing™ allows us to gently and easily give our bodies voice on the page. By simply allowing our body to respond to evocative prompts, it lets us write out emotional charge and integrate our held narratives, turning our stored stress and held pain into beautiful reclamation.
While it seems and feels as simple as journaling, Body Writing™ is grounded in evidence-backed science, integrating Parts Work, Somatic Experiencing and Dr. James Pennebaker's research on Expressive Writing.
A quiet and potent practice
Imagine being able to soften through giving your body a voice
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Imagine a writing practice that gives you true somatic release – where you don't have to lie about how it feels in your body and it actually serves you better to not pretend on your page that you're okay.
Imagine having this space – where the brace of your body, the noise in your chest cavity and the armor around your heart can soften, more each week. Where the charge trapped in your viscera + nervous system can be written out of your body by simply responding to targeted prompts.
This practice is not about digging up trauma; it's about layered release. Being able to inhabit your body in ever more present and loving ways. A practice where, with every writing, your body feels less like an enemy and more like a safe place you can live inside and love. đź’—